Monday, December 29, 2008

Ali's allegory of Life

Many of us face various problems everyday.from enormous like lost car, or losing someone, until tiny such as misplaced handphone.these problems i beleives will mould us into much relatively perfect person. many of us succeded solving those normal or small matter, but what if we faced the really heavy and enormous problems. there might be a lilbit of dissapointment of ourself right. ok, stop making things become more complicated

Life is like a wheel, sometimes we up, sometimes we down. so, be calm and relax. qouted from my father. he said that, our life is exactly like a wheel, sometimes we up to the highest point, far from the tar surface where we very lucky and feel comfortable, no problem to be burdened with and so on. sometimes, we down, we touch the tar, we go to lowest point in our life, we having burden, we gasping for freedom, tranquility to think happily and so on. one good thing about this analogy is the wheel able to rotate, so, you will not always be up, and not always be down, be prepare. this is a good solacer for us when we down because we will be confident that we will be up again.
instead of that conventional analogy, i found it is quite interesting when thinking that our life is similar to this amplitude graph or for some people it is sine graph. it sounds funny but see, sometimes up, and sometimes down. infact, this is the simpler version of previous one

but, for me, our life is like a business cycle, like this (ignore the detail on x and y axis. the important part is the shape of graph which is increasing), why is that so? because, everytime we face problem or suffering, we will actually gained something, which make us to be a better person, therefore, ourlife quality standard will increase, we will suffer lesser because of our experience that we gained. thats why, if we see our parent or older citizen, they will be less likely to stress easily.if you see, this graph is the amplitude graph but it is increasing. haha, this is what ivbeen thinking. wether it is crap or not, you decide. to be edited or continued depends on several circumstances. lols

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Die seDang MelakukAn sesuatu

dah banyak masalah da yang menyerabowtkan otak die smpai die pn ilang fokus.
study ke laut,sosial terook,duet asyik gali2 lobang je
so, die rase die perlu buat sumting
utk mase depan (konfident) yang da ade jalan
tinggal nak lalu dengan semangat ke x
tu je,
semangat ke x,
semangat yang hilang kita cari pulang (XPDC sk8)

die da agak tertekan ngan segale bende yang die rase membazir utk lakukan
tp bende tu la yang bg masalah kat die
die rase,die da try the best da,
tp nk wt cmne

so die da sedar,
mau beroobah
die maw mintk maaf kat sume org
kalau ade yang silap.
kalau ade yang terase
kalau ade yang rase nak sepak je muke die
die rase die mmg x nak org sakit hati, tp nk wt cmne
dah ter sakit

so, oleh kerane awal muharam suddey dekat yakni besok
die da redi nak berubah

orang kate otak kite mcm kompite
ke kompite mcm otak
same je

so die baru lepas defragtment otak die dwe hari lepas
susun sume2 perkare2 yang penting,
prioritized sume bende,
so bley la berpikir ngn pantas
buat decision yang elok2
so x de la masalah yang x perlu akan dtg

skang beliau ngah scaning virus2
dlm fikiran yang duduk beranak pinak
memenuhi segenap neuron2
yang menghalang penghantaran impuls
yang menyebabkan decision yang diambil x berape nak molek
so x de la masalah yang x perlu akan dtg

so pasni
beliau akan buang file2 yang x perlu,
file2 yang corrupted,remove completely
tanpe create backup
defrag n correct registry error,
n die akan check disk supaye x de file error
then, try upgrade RAM supaye study mantap
try utk buang segale add-on2 yang menyemak dikeliling tetingkap
so x de la masalah yang x perlu akan dtg

die akan try utk check same ade cable connection ngan org lain elok ke x
try utk check system configuration same ade da optimum untuk social betwork ke x
sbb internet speed da mmg fixed la kan
so kepade sume budak2 yang terer kompite otak nie
hope korang membantu
so x de la masalah yang x perlu akan dtg

Friday, December 26, 2008

korang rase korang bertuah? pk balik

pernah x korang
bile pecayekan seseorg sebagai kawan
alih2 x pasal2 je die lawan kau?
aku penah, so korg x ckup bertuah

pernah x korang
suke sgt n selese ngn kawan sendiri
alih2 sume kawan tu tetibe mcm lgsng x bekap kau
haa, aku penah, so korg x cukup bertuah

pernah x korang
setiap ape yang korg guraukan,
kawan kau sendiri gune untuk buat fitnah kat korang?
haaa, aku pernah, so korg x cukup betuah

pernah x korang,
kenal org ni lame, so die bajet die kenal kau
everything die tau pasal kau kononnye la
pdhl kau tau die x tau pape dn hanye bajet je
haaa, aku pernah, so korg x cukup betuah

pernah x korang,
kawan2 yang korang main dri kecik,
tetibe jd musuh korg, down n condenm kan korg
haaa, aku pernah, so korg x cukup betuah

pernah x korng
percayekan seseorng ni sbgai penyimpan rahsie
alih2, tebabo, die jd lain n dngan lantangnye tentang korg?
haaa, aku pernah, so korg x cukup betuah

pernah x korang
anggap seseorang ni mcm biase je
tetapi smpai satu ketike, die jadi everything bg korng
haaa, aku pernah, so korg x cukup betuah

pernah x korang,
tetibe rase segale mase n tumpuan yang korang luangkan
hanye sie2 sbb org tu x appreciate langsung malah ley plak tikam dri blakang
haaa, aku pernah, so korg x cukup betuah

pernah x korang
kawan korng buat cerite psl keburukan korang demi nak lepaskan kemarahan die kat korg
tp die cerite kat org lain supaye org lain benci kt korang ?
haaa, aku pernah, so korg x cukup betuah

pernah x korang
defend diri sendiri tp org kate putar belit
haaa, aku pernah, so korg x cukup betuah

pernah x korng
kawan korang sume berubah
tp dorg x nak kau berubah
haaa, aku pernah, so korg x cukup betuah

pernah x korang
tetibe terpikir
alangkah baiknye aku jd selfish n x kisah psl persahabatan
dgn org yang sangat la anggap korg kawan
haaa, aku pernah, so korg x cukup betuah

pernah x korang
terpikir nak jd nerd
x ya nak ceriekn keadaan ngan gurau2
so x de la org nak salah fhm, kan best
haaa, aku pernah, so korg x cukup betuah

pernah x korang,
sume yang diatas ni berlaku dlm 1 malam
haaa, aku pernah, so korg x cukup betuah

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Kudos to Her

i would like to mention her name as she is the only person who insisted me to change this blog's template. and i hve done it, thanks Normahanim Hasan, gemok pnye budak

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Why muslims is still powerless Part 3

So, why are Jews so powerful?
Answer: Education.

Why are Muslims so powerless?
There are an estimated 1,476,233,470 Muslims on the face of the planet: one billion in Asia, 400 million in Africa, 44 million in Europe and six million in the Americas . Every fifth human being is a Muslim; for every single Hindu there are two Muslims, for every Buddhist there are two Muslims and for every Jew there are one hundred Muslims.

Ever wondered why Muslims are so powerless?
Here is why: There are 57 member-countries of the Organization of Islamic Conference (OIC), and all of them put together have around 500 universities; one university for every three million Muslims. The United States has 5,758 universities and India has 8,407. In 2004, Shanghai Jiao Tong University compiled an 'Academic Ranking of World Universities', and intriguingly, not one university from Muslim-majority states was in the top-500.As per data collected by the UNDP, literacy in the Christian world stands at nearly 90 per cent and 15 Christian-majority states have a literacy rate of 100 per cent.
A Muslim-majority state, as a sharp contrast, has an average literacy rate of around 40 per cent and there is no Muslim-majority state with a literacy rate of 100 per cent. Some98 per cent of the 'literates' in the Christian world had completed primary school, while less than 50 per cent of the 'literates' in the Muslim world did the same. Around 40 per cent of the 'literates' in the Christian world attended university while no more than two per cent of the 'literates' in the Muslim world did the same.Muslim-majority countries have 230 scientists per one million Muslims. The US has 4,000 scientists per million and Japan has 5,000 per million. In the entire Arab world, the total number of full-time researchers is 35,000 and there are only 50 technicians per one million Arabs (in the Christian world there are up to 1,000 technicians per one million).

Furthermore, the Muslim world spends 0.2 per cent of its GDP on research and development, while the Christian world spends around five per cent of its GDP. Conclusion: The Muslim world lacks the capacity to produce knowledge.Daily newspapers per 1,000 people and number of book titles per million are two indicators of whether knowledge is being diffused in a society. In Pakistan, there are 23 daily newspapers per 1,000 Pakistanis while the same ratio in Singapore is 360. In the UK, the number of book titles per million stands at 2,000 while the same in Egypt is 20. Conclusion: The Muslim world is failing to diffuse knowledge.Exports of high technology products as a percentage of total exports are an important indicator of knowledge application. Pakistan 's export of high technology products as a percentage of total exports stands at one per cent. The same for Saudi Arabia is 0.3 per cent; Kuwait , Morocco, and Algeria are all at 0.3 per cent while Singaporeis at 58 per cent.

Conclusion: The Muslim world is failing to apply knowledge.Why are Muslims powerless? Because we aren't producing knowledge.Why are Muslims powerless? Because we aren't diffusing knowledge.Why are Muslims powerless? Because we aren't applying knowledge.And, the future belongs to knowledge-based societies. Interestingly, the combined annual GDP of 57 OIC-countries is under $2 trillion. America, just by herself, produces goods and services worth $12 trillion; China $8 trillion, Japan $3.8 trillion and Germany $2.4 trillion (purchasing power parity basis).Oil rich Saudi Arabia , UAE, Kuwait and Qatar collectively produce goods and services (mostly oil) worth $500 billion; Spain alone produces goods and services worth over $1 trillion, Catholic Poland $489 billion and Buddhist Thailand $545 billion. (Muslim GDP as a percentage of world GDP is fast declining).So, why are Muslims so powerless? Answer: Lack of education. All we do is shout to Allah the whole day and blame everyone else for our multiple failures

credit to one brother in facebook, i forgot to link him

Why muslims is still powerless Part 2

Over the past 105 years, 14 million Jews have won 15-dozen Nobel Prizes while only three Nobel Prizes have been won by 1.4 billion Muslims (other than Peace Prizes). Why are Jews so powerful?

Stanley Mezor invented the first micro-processing chip.
Leo Szilard developed the first nuclear chain reactor;
Peter Schultz, optical fibre cable;
Charles Adler, traffic lights;
Benno Strauss, Stainless steel;
Isador Kisee, sound movies;
Emile Berliner, telephone microphone;
Charles Ginsburg, videotape recorder.

Famous financiers in the business world who belong to Jewish faith include
Ralph Lauren (Polo),
Levis Strauss (Levi's Jeans),
Howard Schultz (Starbuck's),
Sergey Brin (Google),
Michael Dell20(Dell Computers),
Larry Ellison (Oracle),
Donna Karan (DKNY),
Irv Robbins (Baskins & Robbins)
andBill Rosenberg (Dunkin Donuts).

Richard Levin, President of Yale University, is a Jew.
So are Henry Kissinger (American secretary of state),
Alan Greenspan (Fed chairman under Reagan, Bush, Clinton and Bush),
Joseph Lieberman, Madeleine Albright (American secretary of state),
Casper Weinberger (American secretary of defense),
Maxim Litvinov ( USSR foreign Minister),
David Marshal ( Singapore 's first chief minister),
Issac Isaacs (governor-general of Australia ),
Benjamin Disraeli (British statesman and author),
Yevgeny Primakov (Russian PM),
Barry Goldwater, Jorge Sampaio (president of Portugal ),
John Deutsch (CIA director),
Herb Gray (Canadian deputy PM),
Pierre Mendes (French PM),
Michael Howard (British home secretary),
Bruno Kreisky (chancellor of Austria )
Robert Rubin (American secretary of treasury).

In the media, famous Jews include
Wolf Blitzer (CNN),
Barbara Walters (ABC News),
Eugene Meyer (Washington Post),
Henry Grunwald (editor-in-chief Time),
Katherine Graham (publisher of The WashingtonPost),
Joseph Lelyyeld (Executive editor, The New York Times),
Max Frankel (New York Times).

Can you name the most beneficent philanthropist in the history of the world? The name is George Soros, a Jew, who has so far donated a colossal $4 billion most of which has gone as aid to scientists and universities around the world.
Second to George Soros is Walter 0AAnnenberg, another Jew, who has built a hundred libraries by donating an estimated $2 billion.At the Olympics, Mark Spitz set a record of sorts by wining seven gold medals. Lenny Krayzelburg is a three-time Olympic gold medalist. Spitz, Krayzelburg and Boris Becker are all Jewish.Did you know that Harrison Ford, George Burns, Tony Curtis, Charles Bronson, Sandra Bullock, Billy Crystal, Woody Allen, Paul Newman, Peter Sellers, Dustin Hoffman, Michael Douglas, Ben Kingsley, Kirk Douglas, Goldie Hawn, Cary Grant, William Shatner, Jerry Lewis and Peter Falk are all Jewish?

As a matter of fact, Hollywood itself was founded by a Jew. Among directors and producers, Steven Spielberg, Mel Brooks, Oliver Stone, Aaron Spelling (Beverly Hills 90210), Neil Simon (The Odd Couple), Andrew Vaina (Rambo 1/2/3), Michael Man (Starsky and Hutch), Milos Forman (One flew over the Cuckoo's Nest), Douglas Fairbanks (The thief of Baghdad ) and Ivan Reitman (Ghostbusters) are all Jewish.To be certain, Washington is the capital that matters and in Washington the lobby that matters is The American Israel Public Affairs Committee, or AIPAC. Washington knows that if PM Ehud Olmert were to discover that the earth is flat, AIPAC will make the 109th Congress pass a resolution congratulating Olmert on his discovery.William James Sidis, with an IQ of 250-300, is the brightest human who ever existed. Guess what faith did he belong to?

Why muslims is still powerless Part 1

You can't beat something with nothing. A classic freedom and democracy versus totalitarian dictatorship choice is an easy choice.Let's put it this way. How many people decide to leave the United States or Europe to live in Saudi Arabia or Iran? How many people decide to leave Saudi Arabia or Iran to live in the US or Europe? the West in general.I think it's clear that people vote with their feet for freedom over tyranny. Why the ambivilence between the two, as if it's a hard choice?Islam has serious internal problems whose roots are found in their conception of God and His Will. The challenge of our era is for Muslims themselves to work those problems out in a way that both enables them to live peaceably in the modern world and is coherent with their religious tradition. The Shiites and Sunni have been killing each other for 100's of yr's.

There are only 14 million Jews in the world; seven million in the Americas, five million in Asia, two million in Europe and 100,000 in Africa. For every single Jew in the world there are 100 Muslims. Yet, Jews are more than a hundred times more powerful than all the Muslims put together. Ever wondered why?
Jesus of Nazareth was Jewish.
Albert Einstein, the most influential scientist of all time and TIME magazine's 'Person of the Century', was a Jew.
Sigmund Freud -- id, ego, superego -- the father of psychoanalysis was a Jew.
So were Karl Marx, Paul Samuelson and Milton Friedman. Here are a few other Jews whose intellectual output has enriched the whole humanity:
Benjamin Rubin gave humanity the vaccinating needle.
Jonas Salk developed the first polio vaccine.
AlBert Sabin developed the improved live polio vaccine.
Gertrude Elion gave us a leukemia fighting drug.
Baruch Blumberg developed the vaccination for Hepatitis B.
Paul Ehrlich discovered a treatment for syphilis (a sexually transmitted disease).
Elie Metchnikoff won a Nobel Prize in infectious diseases.
Bernard Katz won a Nobel Prize in neuro muscular transmission.
Andrew Schally won a Nobel in endocrinology (disorders of the endocrine system; diabetes, hyperthyroidism).
Aaron Beck founded Cognitive Therapy (psychotherapy to treat mental disorders, depression and phobias).
Gregory Pincus developed the first oral contraceptive pill.
George Wald won a Nobel for furthering our understanding of the human eye.
Stanley Cohen won a Nobel in embryology (study of embryos and their development).
Willem Kolff came up with the kidney dialysis machine.

to be continued, this is just the beginning

Monday, December 22, 2008

Hebatnya Chenta (Bukan Cerita Sebenar)

ok, sekarang, meh kite same2 kongsi lagi cerita yang menunjukkan betape hebatnya cinta ini.
aku dlu ade sorg kenalan bername Peter North, biase r, Ali G kne la kawan ngan rakan yang sejawatan kan. si mamat Peter North (PN) ni mmg sgt baik. die sangatlah pandai sehingge dapat masuk ke Sekolah Budak sgt Pecah (SBSP). budak ni memang mantap la org kate, otak ligat gile, peramah, baik, pastu kelakar la, hal2 ini menyebabkan beliau sgt disenangi oleh rakan2 beliau.time nak exm, mamat ni relaks gile smbil denga MP3 pn bley bace sejarah. senang cite, buku teks sume die hafal la. men bola terer, futsal terer, x tau la mane kelemahan mamat nie, mungkin muke je la mcm kuih samprit skit n beliau ni sgt la sangap dlm mencari insan utk berkasih sayang. nak dijadikan cerite de sorang mamat ni name die ManDigO, die g kenalkan sorang awek kat si PEter North nie, bese r, PE ni pn da sunyi kan, baik sangat pn x gne, x de kekasih hati. name minah yang Mandigo kenalkan nie Alana Evans (AE). so, dorg pn mule la berkontek2, dari dlm sekolah pn bley men pos2 gamba kowt, mantap x mantap la hbungan dorg. henset adelah barang larangan disekolah kami (pengumuman). si PE ni tanpe bertanyekan pendapat rakan2 beliau lantas menjerumuskan diri beliau dlm kancah perchentaan jarak jaoh, ye r, si AE tu dok kat Segamat, si PE ni plak dok kat Pasir puteh

so,berbalik kepade cerite disekolah, mase exm final, mmg kitorg struggle giler2 r, bese r, nak keluar dari kepompong kepecahan, kami pn akhirnye berjaye, rezeki tuhan la katekan. haku dan rakan2 kepecahan ku berjaye mendapat markah terbang berwarna, memasing pn mencari la hale tuju sendiri. dalam kesebokan kitorg berjuang membina jalan hidup, si PE ni semakin mantap berhubung ngah AE. mereke boleh dikatekan da macam suami isteri la, kitorg sedar perkare ini, namun begitu, setelah menasihati si PE nie, die bley plak sound balik, ala, korg nie, pantang aku ade awek, jeles ckp r, lantas kami pn menyembunyikan mulut kami tentang perkare ini. haku dan rakan2 ku hanye mampu berdoa agar si PE ni cepat2 sedar dari kejutan budaya yang beliau sdg nikmati skrg. ye la, dok kg, menade nak awek2 nie, kne pelangkong ngan penghulu la jawabnye kalau dating bawah pokok rambutan.

then, dipendekkan cerite, kerane siaran ini berbayar, n korng makin boring je muke aku tengok, si mamat PE ni pn dptlah sponsor dari RedTube utk melanjutkan pelajaran ke Amsterdam untuk mendalami ilmu mantik beliau, hape lagi, gumbire r beliau, haku ni pn dpt la gak, tp x penting utk diceritakan disini. tp si AE ni x dpt la, bukan rezeki beliau la, maybe sbb lawa sgt r, dalam interval time tu, kitorg rakan sesekolah pn ade la gak jumpe2, kitorg dpt hidu kelainan didalam diri si PE ni smakin ketara dimane beliau yang dulu sgt mementingkan sahabat, skarg sudah menjadi tidak aktif. ketike kami berjumpe, beliau masih lg bergayut didalam hp ngan si minah AE tu, bile tah nak patah dahan tu x tau r. secare kebetulan,kawan kitorg, Ahchong ni same la tmpat persediaan utk ke Amsterdam ni ngan si mamat PE ni. so die de la cite yang si PE ni mkin berubah, kelas ponteng, stadi x nak, kire x stadi langsung,ngan kawan sendiri da sombong, hp tu da mmg mcm kne selotape kat telinge r, melekat je dimane2. kredit pn mcm air terjun chamang yang deras sehingge tito hanyut (ops, teriklan plak ZOOm malaysia). kire sgt berbeze ngan ape yang die pernah miliki dlu, otk yang sepantas intel core 2 duo sudah menjadi pentium 2 sahaje.

so, pendekkan cite lg, sbb ade yang nak tido da,kire si mamat PE ni mmg berubah abis r, dwet biasiswa dari redTube digunakan utk memekap minah AE tu, mentopap kredit masing2, memantapkan hubungan mereka dengan sering berjumpa. hal ini sangatlah tidak sepatutnye terjadi kepade beliau. beliau mule menjadi seorang yang liar. bile cuti je, beliau menaiki bas, bukan untuk balik ke rumah, tetapi untuk ke rumah awek beliau yang kononnye sgtlah cun mengalahkan awek kami. huhu, up awek sendiri lak. asal mak kol, study grup rumah kawan la mak, x balik la cuti nie. ayat yang sering dilaungkan oleh beliau sehinggakan hati bonda beliau tercalar balar.perkare ini berlaku hinggakan mereka sanggup melakukan perkara yang terlarang. hotel tu kire mmg tmpat wajib la kan. biase r, cinte ngah marak menyale, siape nak tolak beb. awek plak bootylicious, eh, da da, terlebey2 plak aku nie.dush2

then, uleh kerana study beliau yang berterabur disebabkan oleh chenta yang membara kepada si minah AE nie, beliau pn gagal dlm study beliau, beliau tidak dpt pergi ke armsterdamn, tetapi pihak Redtube masih bermurah hati lalu menyapot beliau ke republic of congo utk menyambong pembelajaran beliau dlm bidang yang same. dalam mase yang same, rumah tangge yang bajet terbina antara AE ngan PE nie goyah, sehinggakan mereka boleh dikatakan berpisah. bese r, easy come easy go.konsep yang perlu dipegang. maybe tuhan nak balas kowt, beliau kini bahagie bersame rakan sejenis (x gay r) di universitas di congo itu. disamping study beliau yang entah elok atau tidak, beliau kini sedang aktif menyeru rakan2 supaye meniru beliau dengan menjadi single, ape barang ade awek katenye.beliau yng dulunye role model kepade rakan2 kami di SBSP untuk belajar kini menjadi bahan sindiran dan bualan ketika lepak2

persoalan disini, berbaloikah beliau utk merosakkan mase depan beliau apebile beliau tidak dpt belajar di amsterdam? siapekah yang harus dipersalahkan? adekah Ali G dan Ahchong yang tidak menjadi rakan yang baik dlm membimbing beliau?adekah Mandigo? ataupn si minah AE yang sgt la nampak inesen? agak2, awek die tu btol2 ke sayangkan die? boleh ke perchentaan jarak jaoh ni berkekalan? bak kate nabil, lu pk la sendiri, tp, bak kate ali, same2 kite pk kan. Hebat kan chenta.... akan bersambung...

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Fantastically fun!!!

that's the only word that i found suitable to depict what was happened between 10 and 11 with my fellow schoolmate mawi,apek,tito,shai,and daniel went to hutan lipur chamang in bentong, pahang.With only 1 day of meeting, we manage to plan the camping succesfully.Although for someone it is to clumsy to do it. Right after the meeting in klcc, we went to titos house and used his car to get ‘household’ for us staying there.
The thinktanker of this program is daniel, not to mention his contribution by legalised the camping with those required birocrachy to be settle. While tito’s unreluctantly willing to provide transportation service with an open hand (although we need to pay the fuel as well J). Initially, i am quite afraid to go because had been given warnings by my parent, but after thinking about the adventure part, i closed one eye, lols, the journey was fun because we keep talking inside Tito’s luxurious NAZA Ria.after we reached there and assemble the tent, the manager of the place called us, they want to see our application of camping. Luckily danial settled everything.we set the tent quite near to order to get there, we have to cross hanged bridge. it was damn scary coz im a person that afraid of altitude.
Our first program definitely not ice breaking (although tito suggested to do so),but we cook maggi mee, this time we cooked kari flavour. then we swam for the first time in the river and played ‘water rugby’ Where shairazi become man of the match. Then, at night, we had bbq ,definitely combination of two chef, tito and shai make the bbq better. During the midninght, we had several chit chat until we felt asleep. The next day, we woke up quite early to pray and breakfast with roti bakar arang. It is delicious, trust me. After that, again we had our maggy and this time, we had tomyam flavour. Then we cleaned our camping base and we dragged our tent to the other place As a farewell, we swam in other place of the river where the water current was so great. Until me myself couldnt stand. Mawi build several so called castle on the rock and we took several last picture for our memory to be proud of.
After packing process,i felt scared when danial returned surau key, the ranger of place asked us whether we got disturbed by 'bunian' or not because the place that we camped was exactly the place where several people got disturbed previously.thankgod nothing has happened. Maybe because we prayed together (jemaah) right beside our tent. Journey to back home was faster as expected because i found something weird. Whenever we went to some place that we never been before, the journey back must be fasten or shorten. Dontknow why. lols

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Black 18 Nov 2008

now, i become more aware in choosing topic to be posted in this blog
becoz i know it is boring to read something that not significant in our life
so ill go a lil bit choosy now
18 Nov
it was a lilbit white actually
it was the day which caused so much trouble for MO7Fians
the day which "deadline" of Math portfolio submission
the day where me and my group need to present our TOK
which has made miss tik taken aback
the day where every teacher that enter our class get out of the door with full of disappointment
the day where attendance of our class is the least which was average 8-10 person in a time
which the most schematic person on earth dare to skip the class
the day where puan azizah said that she was talking to herself more than average that she had done which is 5 times
the day where miss shick showed her depression about our non-academic performance
the day where i realised that not every people perfect
thw day which miss fatimah has give an ample example on what is a real cynical statement
the day where i skipped my recess for the first time in kmb
way to go !
the day i realised that something should have happened to rectify all this misery
the day that i started to rethink does extent ion of IA dateline has helped us a lot?
where i found that it was actually dragging another problems instead of solving it
the day that i started to rethink do extra classes really a must for TOK presentation?
which can repeated next year
the day that Ive been thinking why because of one teacher
you could simply ignored other teachers
the day which i hve been thinking
why that good and very understanding teacher shouldn't just extend the dead line ?
why she said that she will deduct two marks if we didn't managed to submit that thing
like she will complete marking all those papers a day after that
the day where me myself realised what do our seniors meant bout sem 3
"u foresee its coming" miss schik's sentence which had make me unable to counter it
"u neglected ur responsibility as student" what was puan azizah said
"u should have told me that uill skip my class for Math portfolio" miss tik's words
yeah teacher
we as the student are born-to-be-blame in everything we do
i know, it is our mistake by procrastinating our work
but the things is
not all of us are procrastinators neither the teacher
i just regret because there was no mutual understanding between us
we foreseen it is coming but we didn't expect that it will comes abruptly.
and that day was the day that i realised that i should address all my teacher as lecturer.

Friday, November 14, 2008

happy Belated Birthday

Many of my friends urged me to write something about my birthday
Ali, tulis la dlm blog ko
Many of us, have their own priority and selectivity on telling something to others
Whether it is fun
Or it is disaster
Or even if it is sad
Those words nothing related to my birthday
I am 19
Im much older that last month
If we go by number
I believe I have something bout this life
But definitely not much and not sufficient for my future
i started to turn a new leave
become a nu person
with nu characteristic
but it is not as simple as ABC
but, if i want to, i will to
Before 12 o clock
i was doing math
then, tada
several of my friend come into my room
hepi birthday, thanks to izzal and sloump and also nazam
then,as last year, my hp started to vibrate vigourously
my parent, my kaklong, my adik ika,anim gemok,atiqah n aisyah,ebal,faraadila,ika kimochik,
anuar,ain n sara,hawkma pelampong,miftah,syed danial,atiqah my kakak,
pejal,mono,texas,mastura,anei masturkey,yang sariyah,kawsar,farailyana,
from facebook,farah athirah,haizi,ikhwan mahmoud,faizal adam,azanie,amirakamil,ubye,
timot,luqman hakim,apai,karen,chan mali chan
jat bai, and azfar who managed to sing a song for me in concourse
and several person that i couldnt recall,
so, i would like to thanks those who appreciated me and
make myself special at that particular day,
not forgetting those who willing to wish but not acomplished
i know whats the feeling of couldnt make it
never mind
i missed all my friend from asis,
who never let me down on my birthday,
but, without any celebration on that 12 o clock
make my feeling of missing them stronger.
and special thanks for M07Fians especially those who asked my 2 ringgit for the birthday cake
so kind of you, in the middle of TOK assignment,you all could manage to do all these,
lets bury the hacthet and make the bygone be bygone
time wait for no man
-miss loh mei lin-

Monday, November 10, 2008

Oh Ba Ma?

epidemic of barrack HUSSEIN Obama election as the president couldn't be denied
in fact,recently in Kuala Lumpur,celebration about this guy election quite happening
with his face printed in T-Shirt
with number of button produced about him
in fact, this kind of celebration unlikely to happen
if it is our local leaders election
y is that so?
u be the judge
actually, i like Obama more than McCain
this is because ,
physically Obama is black, so i believe the focus might be more internally
his policies on US economy also astonished me
i bet he must learned from puan azizah
dont even expect that he will still follow that bush,
with their so called 'external policies' which they claimed to promote love
pala hotak depa
during the midst of Obama's election news as president,
i am quite shocked when heard that Iran send congratulation letter to him
iran is the most powerful and brave Islam country in the earth,
an US is the most powerful 'police of the world' elected by themselves
masuk bakul angkat sendiri
we all know, world widely broadcast by their Never-went-wrong news agencies such as CNN, BBC and Bloom beger,
Iran has no reason to congratulate his enemy isn't?
how could you somehow appreciate something that your enemy has achieved?
then you must be politically ready to have more peaceful relationship right?
i really respect Mahmoud ahmadinejad for his peaceful act.
but, this person who so proud about his achievement,
this Hussein fellow la
somehow, simply respond to the media when questioned about Iran congratulation letter,
by saying ostentatiously that we (referring to US) should be careful with Iran
Iran is funding terrorism in this world
and we believe that they are much related with terrorism
they are muslim
hence they are terrorist
this coward statement somehow make me thinking of one verse in Alquran

Orang-orang Yahudi dan Nasrani tidak akan senang kepada kamu hingga kamu mengikuti agama mereka. Katakanlah: "Sesungguhnya petunjuk Allah Itulah petunjuk (yang benar)". dan Sesungguhnya jika kamu mengikuti kemauan mereka setelah pengetahuan datang kepadamu, Maka Allah tidak lagi menjadi pelindung dan penolong bagimu. (2:120)
And the Jews will not be pleased with thee, nor will the Christians, till thou follow their creed. Say: Lo! the guidance of Allah (Himself) is Guidance. And if thou shouldst follow their desires after the knowledge which hath come unto thee, then wouldst thou have from Allah no protecting friend nor helper. (2:120)
so, Muslims
dont simply admire non-muslims leader
although they are good in some way
they will not leave you alone

Sunday, November 9, 2008

One ScArY NiGht

guess what,
i just completed my cincai boncai Tok Essay
name pon first draft
1600 words, way to go..huhu
i just wanna tell you a short not-so-interesting story
that, last night
akak semek suddenly agree to come to class with akak leba
then i came followed by lahuma pnye adik
while we are talking, akak leba claimed that her laptop is virus-free
so, i scanned her laptop and know that she is telling truth
1 percent 29 virus kowt.
we had wonderful discussion with my friends
it was fun because we had the discussion inside the other class
in the darkness of night
i dont know why it is so significant
maybe for the first time in last 2 years i leave my former school
bese r , kmb kan ramai pejuang perseorangan didalam bilik yg terkunci
i my brain just moved that night
i could sense the movement of impulses toward my cereblum
moved means started to think
funny isnt?
i recalled back during in my former school, we had uncountable number of discussion
no barrier to entry
no social barrier though
but, past will be past
nak cite pasal bende dulu, nenek aku pn anak dare lagi
the discussion turn scarier when two small ghosts came and frighten us
so funny la dorg nie
then, they joined our discussion which latter make the environment havoc and merrier.
although in the end, the conclusion about what we talked about is not so clear
it is really fun though
i realised that my brain will work faster when I'm in happy mode
ergo, our time that night is not wasted just like that
cmon guys
discussion is fun

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Data Or Member

now i am stranded at nowhere with my EE.
im telling you, my dearest mr/mrs blog,
now you should listen
i am damn tension right now
depressed coz have engulfed with the data of my EE
which the problem that i shouldnt get only if i am the only person that fully responsible
whereby 10 data seems not so enough for creating reliable hypothesis
iv been finding whats the problem of my questionairess
luckly i hve got not so tyranical EE advisor,
or else, my face might appear in tomorow newspaper,
'one KMB student, died eating his GDC'
those unprecedented feeling actually worsen
by those correspondent who simply reply
ali, aku x tau la mane aku letak soalan kau
i know,
i am asking your help
i am a friend in need
and you r the friend indeed
how could you possibly gave that very confident answer to me?
do you know what is the price of one of my questionnaires?
considering my family which not so wealthy like you ,
my purchasing power and disposible income definitely not sufficient
how come from 30 questionnaires given
only 10 replied?
some of my correspondent said that
'the question so hard la'
'the question too many la, mcm essay tau'
'there is no answers for those question, ko tipu ea? '
sorry my colleague
i have to create those question
not to burden you all
but for the sake of my EE
i know
as a person who belongs to this student society,
i should be lazy also to answers that questions
but yet,
we need to be considerable and sensible to our friend right?
we need to respect their needs and should appreciate what he has done by choosing us as the responders
we should think what is the becoming of him if the bloomin question didnt answered properly?
dont you think so folks?
i have no choice
no student could listen to me now
as they r so busy with tok essays
and so on
u mr/mrs blogger
u r here
be with me

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Sometimes la kan

Our Life can be so darn easy
When we believe there is more to it
And if we keep talking and remembering about blessings,
That we have got from Allah Azzawajala
But, sometimes this scornful life can be so hard and choking
When we keep thinking too much
About the hardship of our self
And the well being of others
Toward US
the rotation of those hardness and happyness,
create something
than priceless
which is

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Weird Part of Me

1)Don't prefer air-conditioning i couldn't stand cold temperature
2)Like to listening to speech or lecture as it can like take me away from the place i am
(if it is interesting)
3)The less i slept, the more enough it is. i have to sleep at 2 am everyday to wake up 7 am automatically. if i sleep lilbit earlier, or lil bit later, i will become weary and not in the mood
4)i have never bought my own jeans pant. i don't know why, but all my pants that i wear must be given by somebody elses like my uncle or my father.
5)i don't have my own room and substantially, no bed. i will sleep on the floor of my living room. and you know what, it is much refreshing. lols
6)i have never bought my own mobile phone, but my hp now is not stolen one, but given by my parent as gift.
7) i have never get any birthday gift since i live except last year which was adidas t-shirt from anim gemok gedempol.
8)i dont like to watch television, but i prefer listen to radio, as when we listen to radio, we can do any other work such as playing kite, lols
9)everyday, before go to school, i set several aims such as to answer at least 1 question, to silent for 1 period and so on, believe me, it is fun although i dont see any positive site of it.
10) i have never feel enough to have friend. and i ofte found that definition of friend of mine likely to be differ as others.
11) sensitive, which is scary because it is contradict with my facial expression and appearance.
12)talkative to certain extend where i am unable to stop being soo noisy.but, when i am at home, or with relative, i will become a silent and shy boy which only smile when asked anything.
13) like Nescafe so much until i think other beverages is not healthy coz ful of chemical flavour.
14) hate when i get similar things or outcome with others.i dont know why, i dont lke to feel common.
15) my madness in music make me bought 3 sony's speakers,
(my earphone, my headphone,and my mini speaker with sub woofer)
16) i like proton saga so much
17) i like play control car so much until i bought it using my duit raya last raya.
18) dont like spicy stuff such as nasi lemak kafe.
19) like to stay in dark room while listening to my radio, it is really soothing and relaxing
20) my pillow must be atleast 2 because i need two in my head.if i use one, i will become dizzy and couldnt sleep.
thats all for now, i will detect again and update it. lols

Friday, October 17, 2008

Law r mend To Be Broken

i was sadly broke my law
which i create it
with the full of insanity
which is not to go home until i completed my IA
my EE, my TOK and so On
because of water shortage
i have to
is it ethically wrong?
is it i am all to be blamed?
whenever i put my first step in my house,
i somehow will forget about KMB
change my mind as bachelor
thinking i have a lot of money
and a lot of time to be spend wastefully
lots of friends to be loitered with
lots of mamak stall to be visited with
lots and lots and when it come to Sunday
ey, sape da siap lab report,
pas2 r skit
but i learned and inculcated in myself
one sentence which keep me relax until now
haste make waste
so,why so serious?sonrisa siempre :)

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

i got one 'member'

i got one 'member'
he is the one and only who keep calling all his friend member
but yet,i have never saw his friendship and loyalty
'kawan umpama mutiara katenye'
in fact, i was scolded by him because asked several help in mathematics
i got one 'member'
he is the one and only keep saying we should proud to be muslims
and should show our humble and obedient to our god
but yet, he is the one who neglect his friend
he is the one who proud of his relationship with three girl before
which are younger 3 years than him
yet,he is the one who tease me when i ask ustazah about love and somehow advise me
'member,rilek la, aku da kapel 3 kali beb, 3 kali, aku da alami da pe yang ko alami, rilek la'
like i am younger than him to be motivated by him.. hahaha
like he is maturer than me, although he is clearly 'budak lompat'
i got one 'member'
who saying we should not involve with puppy love (cinte monyet kowt)
but yet, instead of proud with his relationship with three girl before
now he is playing hide and seek in class
and pretending nothing happen
like we r all blind
i got one 'member'
he is the one and only said that we should not be selfish loudly and prominently
but yet, he is the one who do his work,without telling others,but yet, saying about unity and he is the only one who practice that value.
but yet, i never hear any word from him who saying
member, jom stadi sesame
not hoping, i can study myself, but, because he is saying about selfish
but yet, his neighbour neglected by him clearly everyday.
i got one 'member'
who says that muslims should be strong and brave
but yet, he is the one and only who often walk like want to die,
says prayer to god like want to sleep
hurm, i wonder, what are the non-muslims perception to him
because whenever they see muslims,
they will judge islam is like that
so, i will involve as well
umat islam adalah saudara kepada satu sama lain
i got one 'member'
i am proud to have that member
because he keep saying that i am his member

Sunday, October 12, 2008

International Burden

i wonder, why it is so hard for me to study
maybe i have done something?
who knows?
i dont know,
but, i am suffering right now
why i cant do my homework?
God, please lighten my burden
or else,
i will die like a fish
which coz of
unable to coup
with this International berkeroih
i believe in myself,
i know i can do it
there is no action
i believe i got the solution
but yet, there is nothing work
so sad
i wonder
why i am still wasting my time
like something hindering me from completing my homework
am i haunted by witch?
maybe kowt
bese r
org banyak musuh
there is no certainty, only opportunity

Friday, October 10, 2008

KMB Hari Raya 2008 Celebration

this is poyos face
made by me without any preparation

whoa, this morning was so happening, lols
as i entered my class, all my classmate boo-hoing me
not becoz i am wearing baju raya, but merely i am late. luckily no teacher,
yeah, IB student must be on time
as the time passes,
and i am sleepy as usual,
those lectures was soo booring

then, the time come,
but, i have to help MPP handle drinks for teacher for a moment,
after that, we went to the hall and suprised there was no chair available,
then i heard one suggestion to go upstairs and watch the whole hall from the top,
and guess what, it was cool, but make me sneezing the whole time.

then, after we allowed to eat, i went to my class and joined them
it was fun having they assembled together with several of the boys lying on zul's carpet
haha , i brought murukku and several kueh raye, i dontknow wether it already finished or not.

after that, we had a number of photograph with my fellow friends and also with teacher. unlucky me we only managed to capture pic with miss punia only :(

it was simple, but merrier compared to last year,
and, hey guess what,
this is last raya here, insyaallah
and i am happy today

Being Used by ungrateful User

ive been thinking bout this thing since i enroll KMB and started this blog. i think, this phenomenon occurs in my life excessively and i directly blame a person who keen and in favour of helping people, i realised that, this characteristic is not positive anymore in present age.i am not saying that i am a good person, a very gentle and pleasent by people around me. i beleive that i am not so wanted in my society. i repeat, i beleive.
i know, being helpful is kinda good infact one of the vital personality of a doctor. but, when it is practised excessively, it will become weird and create discomfort between those helped person. i realised this during my form 2, when we somehow encountered with pantun during malayCheck Spelling time. i still remember clearly appearance of that teacher. cikgu samad. hurm, he said that,
korang kalau nak buat baik kat orang, berpada2, jangan suke sangat, karang merosak diri, sebb tu pepatah melayu mengatakan berbuat baik berpada2, buat jahat jangan sekali, kenape die x kate, buat baik sentiasa, buat jahat jangan langsung?
this is the word uttered by mr samad. then i asked back
kenape plak x bley wat baik cikgu, bukan ke bagus, tolong orang,
then that well-ageing teacher replied,
memang la bagus, tapi, smpai satu mase, kalau kamu suke sangat tolong die, orang akan pk lain, x pun, orang yang ditolong tu akanrase x selese, x pun, kamu karang x pasal2 kne buat bende yang bukan kamu punya pasal. mcm kere dihutan disusukan, anak dirumah mati kelaparan.
hurm, i somehow begun to consent with his thought.. but, as i grow up, i started to forget what he said and ignored the advised.then, when i entered this college, there are several incidentshappened which triggered my memory of this teacher experienced thought. i realised that, when you help your friend extensively, they will be
1) take for granted.
they will think that you always be with they and hence, take and advantage upon you. i felt this several times, infact, with my childhood friend. he was the one who be with me always, bu yet, i started to realised that, everything dangerous, or riskfull, like stealing mangga (da x buat da), he always asked me. i remember when i have Motorcycle when i was form 3 , all of my friends want to have a ride with meto school. i helped them, coz i have no probelm to do so. but now, when each of them has their own transport, they ignored me, yet when im having trouble, need help from them, they gave 100 of reasons not to help me. i am ver sad. but i belive, this bad habit only possesed by my friend. so it does not applicable to all people.
eh amy, aku xley bagi pinjam helmet la, sebab ayh aku nak pakai pegi keje,
by right, his parent both went to kenduri kawin
eh amy, aku da nak balik kg la, bukan pe, aku malas la nak bgmoto aku kat ko,
eh amy, moto aku rosak dowh, suspension die x ley bawak org
but he is the one who ride with me to school
eh amy, internet aku problem dowh
but yet, need me my help to setup it before
2) there will be no respect to you
certain people born with divine attitude of respecting others but some just don care. if you being to helpful, people will feel that you r not rebelious, and hence, make you their black goat. i do felt it. i know the hardness of being treated disdainly.i remembered i helped my friend's car who jammed and couldnt start. i used jumper and connect my cars battery with his car, but then, after several weary trial, the problem still unfixed. i lose my hope and said sorry. but then, he met me the next day and said,
wey, ko x reti buat la, care ko salah, x reti buat tp nak tolong gak.
and, i said, thanks
3) you will put yourself in danger.
imagine you want to help people when they hve met with accident, and, unlucky you, that people get worse because of your help. then, he or she sued you, how it feel? you will regret the whole of your life. i also experienced once, when one of my friend get hurt. then, as a person who 'ngade2' nak tolong, i asked my friend to get dettol antiseptic and apply it. but then, that person scream in pain,
wey bodo, pe yang ko wat nie ha??
sakit tau x, aku x mintak kau tolong pon kan
reluctanly i said, thanks
4) people will treat you when they want your help only
there are several people who always act like this particulary KMB student. sorry to say but it is truth.(for me). hurm, when he or she, i think, she is much realistic. when she wants your help, she will treat you,
eh ali, nanti tolong ea ejaskan group aku,
eh ali, kau free kan, bley tlong tangkapkan gmba utk aku x
eh ali, ko masuk KMB kan, cmne ha nak dafta nanti,
eh ali, kau tau x mane2 tempat yang ley makan kat kl,
eh ali, cikgu bagi keje sekolah pe ha?
eh ali, ko de no hp budak nie x, thanks..
eh ali, aku tensen la, teman la aku.. thanks
eh ali, kau ley tolong ckpkan x kat kelas bla bla bla.
eh ali, thanks la pulangkan beg duit aku,
but yet,
when we met together,somewhere, accidently
she or he (to not become obvious) huhu, just ignored my existence (WTF!!)
i am glad to help. seriously.i dont want they to remember what ive done to them,
i am not looking for appreciation,
i am not looking for name,
but, please, atleast, respect.
hurm, but somehow, i still opossed with my teacher ideas that we need to help people seldomly,
coz i beleive, those who make my heart hurt just the minority.
i have a lot of friend who are helpful. and i appreciated them a lot
me myself often asked for help from the others, but i tried to respect and appreciate it as much i can
coz i know what does it feel to be neglected and to be helped as well.
so, mr samad, i dont want to follow ur advise.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Going Back Before SPM

pernahkah anda digelar gemok?
rakan anda memanggil anda boyot?
ataupn rakan anda dpt mengenal pasti perut anda 2 KM dari anda?
usah risau usah gentar
gunela LU Slim La BEb
ni iklan je
katakan tidak pada cokelet Byte yang telah menjadikan saya demikian
adekah makan keropok hari2 tanpe mkn malam,
tp makan balik megi tiap hari before tdo menyebabkan gemok?
nak turun sport, x de kasut plak (alasan)
im getting fatter
like pregnant women
how come how come
maw kembali ke zaman kekurusan bfo SpM

Monday, October 6, 2008

Hipocracy will begin

yeah, i am going back to the place where those shrewd person gathered together and learn "Together" and, substantially, excel together
cmon.... lets adapt urself and be hypocrite and selfish back
go go go Excellent IB student

sgt excellent

Sunday, October 5, 2008

ma Nu CaR

i get scolded by ma father coz spend ma money for this 'crap', He said.
but, u know what, i like old stuff, i mean, those stuff during my childhood including gasing and excluding pacifier. lols

you see, i spend a lot of time onlyby looking to thic control car,
i dontknow how much i will spend when i got my real mitshubishi evo in future, haha

you see now, those four relays which make this crap damn fast. this is the heart of this car, simillar like carburator and alternator for the real car. lols, that 40M not stand for 40 miles per hours, but the frequency that control this fellow is 40 megahertz.

hey, check out its nu skirting, lols, i just made it using cardboard, silly me, it looks horrible. hurm, but, it somehow increase the stability of this car, interesting isnt?

see the neon added (just normal LED) near the deadly rotating tire?
this is what we call as pimp my ride, lols
i know i sound silly, but, atleast i got one hobby and weirdly, i am proud of it,

Saturday, October 4, 2008



we just passed our Merdeka celebration and many of us believe that we r so patriotic with our nation, malaysia.

i still remember how hanirus scolded us during last assembly. she insisted that we shouldn't hang Palestine flag in the block instead of Jalur gemilang. i heard many of us sigh especially the one who responsible hung the flag.hurm, i dont know which side am i, coz whenever i walk to class each morning, my spirit to learn boosted when i see palestine flag which hung near ds. but yet, what was hanirus said is quite true, instead of love others country, we need to love our own country in the first place. if not, we will be like them. hurm interesting yet confusing.

i still remember clearly words from one friend of mine,

i want to stay in uk, and i dont want to come back to malaysia, i can pay as much as they demanded, (they referring to MARA)

hurm, im not saying that i am good, i am the best malaysian ever, but as human who love his own country, i felt called to write about this. yet, this blog also in english, silly me, i neglected my bahasa for the sake of my english.i have to, it is compulsory. sorry malaysia

yeah, paris rite, i know that is the word and place came to ur mind, but, im not amazed by this plat number, what i am really upset is the sign of ahli parlimen malaysia next of it. could you imagine, the people who responsible in forming and moving our country, likely to proud of the things that is not malaysian. hurm, i know, it is just a name, but, i believe, the nationalism of this fellow already damaged. now, this is what we called as malaysian nationalism
to be continue

Monday, September 29, 2008

Bye Bye Ramadhan....

hurm, i know it is a lil bit late to talk about ramadhan now,
but you cannot feel the existence of something until you lose it
i know i am not so decent and alim
not wearing that kopiah 24/7
never be imam in college
have done many wrongdoings
hate and being hated by peoples
yet i know my islam
(although it is only a drop in the ocean)
i had one aim this ramadhan
but, sadly i couldnt accomplished it
i wonder why, maybe my momentum of ibadah didnt fulfill the criterion
or, maybe my bad deeds overcome my good deeds
or maybe HE want to test me again and again,
(29:2) Do the people think that they will be left alone after they have once said, "We have believed," and they will not be tested?
i bet raya is tomorrow,
i hope, my duit raya exceeds 200
coz i need to repay my debts
i mean, my budget deficit
kak zie will love me if she read this
now, while i am writing this post
i am ready to balik kampung
it is 3 03 am
and we will depart from kl about 5 am
whoa cool tentative, haha
i hope this syawal will bring a lot good thing to us
would love to ask all my friends for apologies
i will change to a better person

Wednesday, September 24, 2008


i am sitting in my room, alone, again,with no food (puase kowt)

so bored until i don't want to take a bath coz i save it for last resort
and sleeping and buke pose included in my to do list

i want to go out, meet all my friends, but, puase kowt, nak mkn pe

haha , my family was busy preparing for the eid, but, i just pretend that i don't know

this raya, my family will go to penang, yay.. penang full stop.

but, we have a lots of homework until prioritizing couldn't work anymore,

but again, i am bored.... why ha... why ali.... why...