Monday, September 29, 2008

Bye Bye Ramadhan....

hurm, i know it is a lil bit late to talk about ramadhan now,
but you cannot feel the existence of something until you lose it
i know i am not so decent and alim
not wearing that kopiah 24/7
never be imam in college
have done many wrongdoings
hate and being hated by peoples
yet i know my islam
(although it is only a drop in the ocean)
i had one aim this ramadhan
but, sadly i couldnt accomplished it
i wonder why, maybe my momentum of ibadah didnt fulfill the criterion
or, maybe my bad deeds overcome my good deeds
or maybe HE want to test me again and again,
(29:2) Do the people think that they will be left alone after they have once said, "We have believed," and they will not be tested?
i bet raya is tomorrow,
i hope, my duit raya exceeds 200
coz i need to repay my debts
i mean, my budget deficit
kak zie will love me if she read this
haha
now, while i am writing this post
i am ready to balik kampung
yay
it is 3 03 am
and we will depart from kl about 5 am
whoa cool tentative, haha
i hope this syawal will bring a lot good thing to us
would love to ask all my friends for apologies
i will change to a better person
insyaallah