Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Data Or Member

now i am stranded at nowhere with my EE.
im telling you, my dearest mr/mrs blog,
now you should listen
i am damn tension right now
depressed coz have engulfed with the data of my EE
which the problem that i shouldnt get only if i am the only person that fully responsible
whereby 10 data seems not so enough for creating reliable hypothesis
iv been finding whats the problem of my questionairess
luckly i hve got not so tyranical EE advisor,
or else, my face might appear in tomorow newspaper,
'one KMB student, died eating his GDC'
those unprecedented feeling actually worsen
by those correspondent who simply reply
ali, aku x tau la mane aku letak soalan kau
i know,
i am asking your help
i am a friend in need
and you r the friend indeed
how could you possibly gave that very confident answer to me?
do you know what is the price of one of my questionnaires?
considering my family which not so wealthy like you ,
my purchasing power and disposible income definitely not sufficient
how come from 30 questionnaires given
only 10 replied?
some of my correspondent said that
'the question so hard la'
'the question too many la, mcm essay tau'
'there is no answers for those question, ko tipu ea? '
sorry my colleague
i have to create those question
not to burden you all
but for the sake of my EE
i know
as a person who belongs to this student society,
i should be lazy also to answers that questions
but yet,
we need to be considerable and sensible to our friend right?
we need to respect their needs and should appreciate what he has done by choosing us as the responders
we should think what is the becoming of him if the bloomin question didnt answered properly?
dont you think so folks?
i have no choice
no student could listen to me now
as they r so busy with tok essays
and so on
u mr/mrs blogger
u r here
be with me

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Sometimes la kan

Our Life can be so darn easy
When we believe there is more to it
And if we keep talking and remembering about blessings,
That we have got from Allah Azzawajala
But, sometimes this scornful life can be so hard and choking
When we keep thinking too much
About the hardship of our self
And the well being of others
Toward US
the rotation of those hardness and happyness,
create something
than priceless
which is

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Weird Part of Me

1)Don't prefer air-conditioning i couldn't stand cold temperature
2)Like to listening to speech or lecture as it can like take me away from the place i am
(if it is interesting)
3)The less i slept, the more enough it is. i have to sleep at 2 am everyday to wake up 7 am automatically. if i sleep lilbit earlier, or lil bit later, i will become weary and not in the mood
4)i have never bought my own jeans pant. i don't know why, but all my pants that i wear must be given by somebody elses like my uncle or my father.
5)i don't have my own room and substantially, no bed. i will sleep on the floor of my living room. and you know what, it is much refreshing. lols
6)i have never bought my own mobile phone, but my hp now is not stolen one, but given by my parent as gift.
7) i have never get any birthday gift since i live except last year which was adidas t-shirt from anim gemok gedempol.
8)i dont like to watch television, but i prefer listen to radio, as when we listen to radio, we can do any other work such as playing kite, lols
9)everyday, before go to school, i set several aims such as to answer at least 1 question, to silent for 1 period and so on, believe me, it is fun although i dont see any positive site of it.
10) i have never feel enough to have friend. and i ofte found that definition of friend of mine likely to be differ as others.
11) sensitive, which is scary because it is contradict with my facial expression and appearance.
12)talkative to certain extend where i am unable to stop being soo noisy.but, when i am at home, or with relative, i will become a silent and shy boy which only smile when asked anything.
13) like Nescafe so much until i think other beverages is not healthy coz ful of chemical flavour.
14) hate when i get similar things or outcome with others.i dont know why, i dont lke to feel common.
15) my madness in music make me bought 3 sony's speakers,
(my earphone, my headphone,and my mini speaker with sub woofer)
16) i like proton saga so much
17) i like play control car so much until i bought it using my duit raya last raya.
18) dont like spicy stuff such as nasi lemak kafe.
19) like to stay in dark room while listening to my radio, it is really soothing and relaxing
20) my pillow must be atleast 2 because i need two in my head.if i use one, i will become dizzy and couldnt sleep.
thats all for now, i will detect again and update it. lols

Friday, October 17, 2008

Law r mend To Be Broken

i was sadly broke my law
which i create it
with the full of insanity
which is not to go home until i completed my IA
my EE, my TOK and so On
because of water shortage
i have to
is it ethically wrong?
is it i am all to be blamed?
whenever i put my first step in my house,
i somehow will forget about KMB
change my mind as bachelor
thinking i have a lot of money
and a lot of time to be spend wastefully
lots of friends to be loitered with
lots of mamak stall to be visited with
lots and lots and when it come to Sunday
ey, sape da siap lab report,
pas2 r skit
but i learned and inculcated in myself
one sentence which keep me relax until now
haste make waste
so,why so serious?sonrisa siempre :)

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

i got one 'member'

i got one 'member'
he is the one and only who keep calling all his friend member
but yet,i have never saw his friendship and loyalty
'kawan umpama mutiara katenye'
in fact, i was scolded by him because asked several help in mathematics
i got one 'member'
he is the one and only keep saying we should proud to be muslims
and should show our humble and obedient to our god
but yet, he is the one who neglect his friend
he is the one who proud of his relationship with three girl before
which are younger 3 years than him
yet,he is the one who tease me when i ask ustazah about love and somehow advise me
'member,rilek la, aku da kapel 3 kali beb, 3 kali, aku da alami da pe yang ko alami, rilek la'
like i am younger than him to be motivated by him.. hahaha
like he is maturer than me, although he is clearly 'budak lompat'
i got one 'member'
who saying we should not involve with puppy love (cinte monyet kowt)
but yet, instead of proud with his relationship with three girl before
now he is playing hide and seek in class
and pretending nothing happen
like we r all blind
i got one 'member'
he is the one and only said that we should not be selfish loudly and prominently
but yet, he is the one who do his work,without telling others,but yet, saying about unity and he is the only one who practice that value.
but yet, i never hear any word from him who saying
member, jom stadi sesame
not hoping, i can study myself, but, because he is saying about selfish
but yet, his neighbour neglected by him clearly everyday.
i got one 'member'
who says that muslims should be strong and brave
but yet, he is the one and only who often walk like want to die,
says prayer to god like want to sleep
hurm, i wonder, what are the non-muslims perception to him
because whenever they see muslims,
they will judge islam is like that
so, i will involve as well
umat islam adalah saudara kepada satu sama lain
i got one 'member'
i am proud to have that member
because he keep saying that i am his member

Sunday, October 12, 2008

International Burden

i wonder, why it is so hard for me to study
maybe i have done something?
who knows?
i dont know,
but, i am suffering right now
why i cant do my homework?
God, please lighten my burden
or else,
i will die like a fish
which coz of
unable to coup
with this International berkeroih
i believe in myself,
i know i can do it
there is no action
i believe i got the solution
but yet, there is nothing work
so sad
i wonder
why i am still wasting my time
like something hindering me from completing my homework
am i haunted by witch?
maybe kowt
bese r
org banyak musuh
there is no certainty, only opportunity

Friday, October 10, 2008

KMB Hari Raya 2008 Celebration

this is poyos face
made by me without any preparation

whoa, this morning was so happening, lols
as i entered my class, all my classmate boo-hoing me
not becoz i am wearing baju raya, but merely i am late. luckily no teacher,
yeah, IB student must be on time
as the time passes,
and i am sleepy as usual,
those lectures was soo booring

then, the time come,
but, i have to help MPP handle drinks for teacher for a moment,
after that, we went to the hall and suprised there was no chair available,
then i heard one suggestion to go upstairs and watch the whole hall from the top,
and guess what, it was cool, but make me sneezing the whole time.

then, after we allowed to eat, i went to my class and joined them
it was fun having they assembled together with several of the boys lying on zul's carpet
haha , i brought murukku and several kueh raye, i dontknow wether it already finished or not.

after that, we had a number of photograph with my fellow friends and also with teacher. unlucky me we only managed to capture pic with miss punia only :(

it was simple, but merrier compared to last year,
and, hey guess what,
this is last raya here, insyaallah
and i am happy today

Being Used by ungrateful User

ive been thinking bout this thing since i enroll KMB and started this blog. i think, this phenomenon occurs in my life excessively and i directly blame a person who keen and in favour of helping people, i realised that, this characteristic is not positive anymore in present age.i am not saying that i am a good person, a very gentle and pleasent by people around me. i beleive that i am not so wanted in my society. i repeat, i beleive.
i know, being helpful is kinda good infact one of the vital personality of a doctor. but, when it is practised excessively, it will become weird and create discomfort between those helped person. i realised this during my form 2, when we somehow encountered with pantun during malayCheck Spelling time. i still remember clearly appearance of that teacher. cikgu samad. hurm, he said that,
korang kalau nak buat baik kat orang, berpada2, jangan suke sangat, karang merosak diri, sebb tu pepatah melayu mengatakan berbuat baik berpada2, buat jahat jangan sekali, kenape die x kate, buat baik sentiasa, buat jahat jangan langsung?
this is the word uttered by mr samad. then i asked back
kenape plak x bley wat baik cikgu, bukan ke bagus, tolong orang,
then that well-ageing teacher replied,
memang la bagus, tapi, smpai satu mase, kalau kamu suke sangat tolong die, orang akan pk lain, x pun, orang yang ditolong tu akanrase x selese, x pun, kamu karang x pasal2 kne buat bende yang bukan kamu punya pasal. mcm kere dihutan disusukan, anak dirumah mati kelaparan.
hurm, i somehow begun to consent with his thought.. but, as i grow up, i started to forget what he said and ignored the advised.then, when i entered this college, there are several incidentshappened which triggered my memory of this teacher experienced thought. i realised that, when you help your friend extensively, they will be
1) take for granted.
they will think that you always be with they and hence, take and advantage upon you. i felt this several times, infact, with my childhood friend. he was the one who be with me always, bu yet, i started to realised that, everything dangerous, or riskfull, like stealing mangga (da x buat da), he always asked me. i remember when i have Motorcycle when i was form 3 , all of my friends want to have a ride with meto school. i helped them, coz i have no probelm to do so. but now, when each of them has their own transport, they ignored me, yet when im having trouble, need help from them, they gave 100 of reasons not to help me. i am ver sad. but i belive, this bad habit only possesed by my friend. so it does not applicable to all people.
eh amy, aku xley bagi pinjam helmet la, sebab ayh aku nak pakai pegi keje,
by right, his parent both went to kenduri kawin
eh amy, aku da nak balik kg la, bukan pe, aku malas la nak bgmoto aku kat ko,
eh amy, moto aku rosak dowh, suspension die x ley bawak org
but he is the one who ride with me to school
eh amy, internet aku problem dowh
but yet, need me my help to setup it before
2) there will be no respect to you
certain people born with divine attitude of respecting others but some just don care. if you being to helpful, people will feel that you r not rebelious, and hence, make you their black goat. i do felt it. i know the hardness of being treated disdainly.i remembered i helped my friend's car who jammed and couldnt start. i used jumper and connect my cars battery with his car, but then, after several weary trial, the problem still unfixed. i lose my hope and said sorry. but then, he met me the next day and said,
wey, ko x reti buat la, care ko salah, x reti buat tp nak tolong gak.
and, i said, thanks
3) you will put yourself in danger.
imagine you want to help people when they hve met with accident, and, unlucky you, that people get worse because of your help. then, he or she sued you, how it feel? you will regret the whole of your life. i also experienced once, when one of my friend get hurt. then, as a person who 'ngade2' nak tolong, i asked my friend to get dettol antiseptic and apply it. but then, that person scream in pain,
wey bodo, pe yang ko wat nie ha??
sakit tau x, aku x mintak kau tolong pon kan
reluctanly i said, thanks
4) people will treat you when they want your help only
there are several people who always act like this particulary KMB student. sorry to say but it is truth.(for me). hurm, when he or she, i think, she is much realistic. when she wants your help, she will treat you,
eh ali, nanti tolong ea ejaskan group aku,
eh ali, kau free kan, bley tlong tangkapkan gmba utk aku x
eh ali, ko masuk KMB kan, cmne ha nak dafta nanti,
eh ali, kau tau x mane2 tempat yang ley makan kat kl,
eh ali, cikgu bagi keje sekolah pe ha?
eh ali, ko de no hp budak nie x, thanks..
eh ali, aku tensen la, teman la aku.. thanks
eh ali, kau ley tolong ckpkan x kat kelas bla bla bla.
eh ali, thanks la pulangkan beg duit aku,
but yet,
when we met together,somewhere, accidently
she or he (to not become obvious) huhu, just ignored my existence (WTF!!)
i am glad to help. seriously.i dont want they to remember what ive done to them,
i am not looking for appreciation,
i am not looking for name,
but, please, atleast, respect.
hurm, but somehow, i still opossed with my teacher ideas that we need to help people seldomly,
coz i beleive, those who make my heart hurt just the minority.
i have a lot of friend who are helpful. and i appreciated them a lot
me myself often asked for help from the others, but i tried to respect and appreciate it as much i can
coz i know what does it feel to be neglected and to be helped as well.
so, mr samad, i dont want to follow ur advise.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Going Back Before SPM

pernahkah anda digelar gemok?
rakan anda memanggil anda boyot?
ataupn rakan anda dpt mengenal pasti perut anda 2 KM dari anda?
usah risau usah gentar
gunela LU Slim La BEb
ni iklan je
katakan tidak pada cokelet Byte yang telah menjadikan saya demikian
adekah makan keropok hari2 tanpe mkn malam,
tp makan balik megi tiap hari before tdo menyebabkan gemok?
nak turun sport, x de kasut plak (alasan)
im getting fatter
like pregnant women
how come how come
maw kembali ke zaman kekurusan bfo SpM

Monday, October 6, 2008

Hipocracy will begin

yeah, i am going back to the place where those shrewd person gathered together and learn "Together" and, substantially, excel together
cmon.... lets adapt urself and be hypocrite and selfish back
go go go Excellent IB student

sgt excellent

Sunday, October 5, 2008

ma Nu CaR

i get scolded by ma father coz spend ma money for this 'crap', He said.
but, u know what, i like old stuff, i mean, those stuff during my childhood including gasing and excluding pacifier. lols

you see, i spend a lot of time onlyby looking to thic control car,
i dontknow how much i will spend when i got my real mitshubishi evo in future, haha

you see now, those four relays which make this crap damn fast. this is the heart of this car, simillar like carburator and alternator for the real car. lols, that 40M not stand for 40 miles per hours, but the frequency that control this fellow is 40 megahertz.

hey, check out its nu skirting, lols, i just made it using cardboard, silly me, it looks horrible. hurm, but, it somehow increase the stability of this car, interesting isnt?

see the neon added (just normal LED) near the deadly rotating tire?
this is what we call as pimp my ride, lols
i know i sound silly, but, atleast i got one hobby and weirdly, i am proud of it,

Saturday, October 4, 2008



we just passed our Merdeka celebration and many of us believe that we r so patriotic with our nation, malaysia.

i still remember how hanirus scolded us during last assembly. she insisted that we shouldn't hang Palestine flag in the block instead of Jalur gemilang. i heard many of us sigh especially the one who responsible hung the flag.hurm, i dont know which side am i, coz whenever i walk to class each morning, my spirit to learn boosted when i see palestine flag which hung near ds. but yet, what was hanirus said is quite true, instead of love others country, we need to love our own country in the first place. if not, we will be like them. hurm interesting yet confusing.

i still remember clearly words from one friend of mine,

i want to stay in uk, and i dont want to come back to malaysia, i can pay as much as they demanded, (they referring to MARA)

hurm, im not saying that i am good, i am the best malaysian ever, but as human who love his own country, i felt called to write about this. yet, this blog also in english, silly me, i neglected my bahasa for the sake of my english.i have to, it is compulsory. sorry malaysia

yeah, paris rite, i know that is the word and place came to ur mind, but, im not amazed by this plat number, what i am really upset is the sign of ahli parlimen malaysia next of it. could you imagine, the people who responsible in forming and moving our country, likely to proud of the things that is not malaysian. hurm, i know, it is just a name, but, i believe, the nationalism of this fellow already damaged. now, this is what we called as malaysian nationalism
to be continue