Wednesday, February 7, 2018

Day 19 bangladeshi meri jaan

are baba re
 1843 hrs 7/2/18
we are on the way back to our majestic neshorgo hotel
which is 20km from our field hospital malaysia
but it will take almost 1 hour to travel there
coz of the narrow road and rude drivers (sounds familiar!)

we are a bit late today
as there was accident between tomtom and bus
which caused open degloving injury of one rohinya boy
and bleeding nose of one bangladeshi mommy
with his 5 years old sons sustained minimal laceration wound

we managed to do bedside debridement and irigation there and then
as each of patient being seen simultaneously
thus we manage to settle by 20 minutes
thanks to all the nurses and mo involved

these patient were so lucky as if they are late by 5 minute
we wouldnt be seeing then until tomorow
and no one else would
thats the fate of being stateless rohinga in bangladesh
no where to go, not being taken care by anyone

thats the reason im having premature sadness already
as im going back to malaysia later and governemnt decide to stop
serving these people with out well known hospital
where would they go ?

bangladeshi government has their own problems
myanmar wont even admir their wrong doing
whilst cox’s bazar division being flooded with NGOs
one question come to my mind

untill when?

Bangladesh Mere Jaan

are baba re
here i am sitting in our transport van
on the way back from my oncall in field hospital malaysia
the road is blocked to make way for swiss prime minister
thus my free time to write this

i was lucky enough to be chosen as one of the doctor
incharge of our field hospital malaysia
which was built from 11/2017 to serve rohinya refugees
although 40% of the patient load from bangladeshi local

the service we are giving considered as the most highest level here
whereby their best private hospital cant provide
we are giving ortho, paeds, surgical, and most important O&G
we will be receiving loads of referal from NGO worldwide
namely MSF, IFRC, and our local IMARET

its a once in a lifetime oppurtunity to get involved
where my journey and stay here so far,
 only teach me to be grateful of my origin
and be thankful to my ancestor which migrated to malaysia

okay van dah bley gerak. chow dlu

Saturday, June 3, 2017

fishing 2.0

i know i should be on the road now to KL
my wife been waiting, but iphone problem plak
so now need to reformat.. again

so in the mean time,
yesterday i went to fishing with Athes, my surgical mate,
we went to nibong tebal, suggested by his chinese uncle,
its at byram, weird place name, through really dodgy road,
then at the casting site, it was pitch black,
we stay there for good 1 hour then i cant tahan already
the mosquito was so happy as they having buffet on my arm
so we change site, which ended up at first bridge

this is my second time went fishing,
and it is a bit unlucky compared to the first one,
i got only 1 gelama and athes got 3 weird fish
whereby the first time with meno n nob i got myself 4 fish,
beginner's luck? hehe
we finally gave up at 5 am, so i can cun2 go to sahur

all the fish ended up fried by me for buka puasa hahahha
so yeah, now im going back to kl, to send my beloved bike,
as part of my perfect plan of moving out

so ika, tunggu jap hehe

Thursday, June 1, 2017


long time no see
how are you doing my blog? :P 

i have finished my housemenship training, 
purposely choose not to write anything 
coz i dont want to remember those painful experience 

so here i am 27 years old 
Dr Mohd Helmi MbBch Bao 
floating in surgical, awaiting to transfer to selangor with my wifey 
which already been there ahead of me almost 4 month 

well, nice guys finish last hahhaa 

so will be writing again 

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

sweep sweep

kelakar bile melihat post2 yang lame2 dalam blog ni, getting mature i guess? oh btw i failed my surgery final long case and going to repeat it this october and yeah, i just got married woohooa

Sunday, June 17, 2012


Berlagak- perangai golongan yang 'senang' yang kadang2 berlaku tanpa disedari, ianya hanya menambah kebencian dan merosakkan hubungan orang lain terhadap diri sendiri, semoga aku tidak pernah berlagak :)

berlagak jap haha

orang yang mempunyai kekayaan melangit kembali ke tanah yang hitam lengit, 
orang yang miskin tidak mempunyai apa2 kembali ke tanah yang sama
orang yang mempunyai kekayaan melangit tidak semestinya berhati duit, 
namun org yang miskin tidak mempunyai apa2 tidak semestinya mendambakan harta 

kekayaan keluargamu bukan lah lesen untuk mengambil enteng toleransi org lain, 
kemiskinan keluarganya bukan lah penanda dia boleh dipandang sebagai orang ketiga
kekayaan keluargamu tidak menjamin kejayaan dalam jurusan mu 
kemiskinan keluarganya bukan lah punca jika ia gagal berjaya setelah bersusah payah

 sesekali kene back to the ground :)

orang yang kaya tidak semestinya hidup bahagia selamanya
orang yang miskin bukanlah pastinya orang yang sengsara sentiasa 
aku tidak mampu untuk berbangga diatas segala kurniaanNYa, 
kerna menangis dan meronta tidak pernah menjadi cara ku untuk memperoleh sesuatu.

thanks indonesia

semoga aku tidak pernah berlagak 

Monday, November 28, 2011

When exam is near

In every starting of new semester,
people will have a new spirit and motivation,
this semester not gonna be like last semester,
but in the end, picture below need no caption,

you will appreciate youtube videos better,
even staring at a wall seems fun,
even tidying up room feel so relaxing