Planned Love

We all already came to a term that He always the best planner,

Yet we still have to plan for our self

And for the past 3 years, although i persistently not in good manner,

He still always always grant all my plans

tq

Medical Career and Islam

i have just resigned from a post,

sport representative of islamic society,

a post which i mistakenly perceived,

to be the post that should be fun and beneficial to others,

well, random stranger may be judgmental and say,

i am coward, lazy and dont have responsibility,

they might as well add their hatred toward me,

but things are not always same as we see from outside,

my third year studies began to become more stressful,

well, since every semester, we usually will emptied our brain,

so have to regain back all the knowledge that i am expected to have,

i am not like the other genius guy which keep the same momentum of learning,

i have already regret the way i judge people's studies by mocking them,

yes, i am wrong, people do have their right, they have their own way,

and we, as friend should not mocking them, coz when the karma happens, it hurts,

it is like, mocking a rugby player that keep training everyday, look stupid isn't?

but then, when someone said to me, go study and abandon islam, sarcastically,

that's not a good compliment i supposed, what is the post to compare to Islam as whole,

even, i don't think, people in the society it self, doing the right things themselves

unless talking in the prayer room is one of the criteria of becoming good Muslim,

im not a good Muslim to begin with, not a good medicine student either,

so is it wrong for me to focus on medicine first so then, i can contribute to Islam profoundly?

compared to just a 1 semester of organizing sports and stuff according to certain race needs?

i think i have my own choice of life given by my owner, My Life :)

Care For Tips Of Excellencies?

“Believe while others are doubting

Plan while others are playing

Study while others are sleeping

Decide while others are delaying

Prepare while others are daydreaming

Begin while others are procrastinating

Work while others are wishing

Save while others are wasting

Listening while others are talking

Smile while others are frowning

Commend while others are criticizing

Persist while others are quitting.”

excellencies usually will be with ordinary person who always keep thinking and working extraordinary

- not albert einstein -

Mulut

Tidak dapat dinafikan setiap manusia yang lahir,

Gemar menghakimkan sesuatu dari pandangan zahir,

Tidak kira sama ada perkara yang dilakukan kita mulia,

Mahupun sebaliknya, hakim-hakim terus menjalankan kerja

Mengeluarkan kata-kata sesuka nafsu dengki iri hati

Apabila ditanya, hanya bergurau senda katanya melindungi diri

Kita mencuba sama rata untuk memuaskan hati rakan sekalian,

Dikatakan tamak rakus dan sebagainya untuk mengumpulkan teman

Apabila hati memberontak tidak dapat menerima tohmahan,

Diejek dan di ketawakan kerana mengikut emosi dikatakan,

Namun dihati timbul rasa penyesalan keinsafan tidak tertahan,

terkenang zaman lalu penuh pengalaman menjadi hakim jalanan,

Sungguh, biarkan sahaja mereka bersama tugas enteng mereka,

Kerana hakim sebenar adalah diatas sana :)

Ini masih bukan kawasan impianku

kini, aku berada di kawasan yang cantik namun tegang

dikelumpuk sahabat2 yang baik namun sungguh renggang

mengembleng tenaga dan perhatian masing2 kearah yang mendatang

tanpa merasakan berhak untuk merasa senang lenang bersuka sekarang

ya, segalanya dipandang diukur pada pencapaian,

masing2 memandang hormat seseorang itu pada jawatan dan keterampilan,

mahupun kepandaian dalam mengeluar bicarakan ayat2 keagamaan

namun tak mengapa, Allah mengetahui apa yang ada di dalam hati kalian

penuh, sungguh sesak sempit hakim dikawasan ku kini

masing2 berusaha sebaik mungkin untuk memperbaiki diri sendiri

tanpa henti2 melatih diri memboikot melabel insan2 yang 'minoriti'

yang mendiamkan diri masih mahu mengenal diri untuk menggilap peribadi

sekarang apalah gunanya menyesali lagi tanpa merancang penyelesaian

membuang masa bersedihan penuh ketidakpuasan ditambah rintihan

menjaja keburukan dengan harapan dapat kembali ke kawazan pangkuan

yang dulu menjadi tempat pembinaan diri disisi kejujuran teman2

namun, kemuncak kejahilan diri tak tertanggung tak dapat dikesal lagi

selalu menguntumkan perhatian dan memberikan lafaz dikala sunyi

kepada epal2 yang jauh diatas, demi mengharapakn ia gugur tak semula jadi

hingga lafaz2 itu menyebabkan mereka menjauhkan diri sambil membenci

dahulu, kita saling menjadi rujukan rakan seperjuangan

dimana daya tumpuan tak terusik dengan perkara2 sampingan

hati ketika itu sentiasa resah kehausan ilmu, buku acapkali berdampingan

kini bertukar dengan kebosanan ilmu, hiburan sentiasa dititikberatkan

'pengaruh rakan sebaya'

itulah perkataan yang pernah ku fikir tidak akan terpedaya

namun kini ku kehilangan kecurian ketenangan hakiki kepada Nya

hilang prinsip diri, selesa mengikut telunjuk, mengejar penghargaan Sia2

Japan Tsunami And Malaysia ~

First thing first, i would like to send my deepest condolence to lifes that gone,

it was indeed a devastating disaster that mankind could not prevent it,

thus, no condemnation shall be lay to Japanese government or their citizen

which was made clearly and sadly by several 'wise' mankind

"they should suffer because they kill those whale"

"they should suffer because majority of them are Shinto believer"

"they should suffer because they build power plant not 'green' enough"

who are we to judge people by reasoning a disaster?

have you ever imagine, your bag being snatched,

and your friend says serve your right, you often commit sins (=.=)

even one of our leader's wife openly and vividly trying to teach japan

like she knows what is nuclear reactor and what is green development,

Japan should develop their country 'greenly' as if we already have a same par

whilst her husband are trying maintain the good relationship

Malaysia's government has recently shows great interest nuclear energy,

hopefully it is for real benefits rather than hidden motive or fame

people should know have our electrical source fully exploited

until it is necessary to have a cheaper yet hazardous risk energy?

Leaders desperately want to win their voters heart materially

there goes the 100 story tower, nuclear power plant and RCSI terengganu

if it is really necessary, explain to Malaysian citizen transparently

people with correct mind wont oppose correct things to be done in correct time

Libya's Agony

The UK, the US and France have begun attacking Libya.

Well, the only eye we have right now to this particular matter,

is only from media, non-Islamic media exactly, therefore does it ample?

is it really2 that Gadaffi is doing what are portrayed on the media?

how sure are we that it is not propaganda by the west?

An excuse to invade and impale another Muslim country. Incidentally with oil richness?

sadly some of our Malaysian brothers in fact manage to critics Malaysian army,

why we didn't send our army to Libya to attack Gadaffi's army. heh.

i wonder why we are accustomed to condemn our own nation.

Owh, btw I’m not on Gadaffi's side.

Because for me, killing another muslims is really not a choice,

Via any means