Bye Bye Ramadhan....

hurm, i know it is a lil bit late to talk about ramadhan now,

but you cannot feel the existence of something until you lose it

i know i am not so decent and alim

not wearing that kopiah 24/7

never be imam in college

have done many wrongdoings

hate and being hated by peoples

yet i know my islam

(although it is only a drop in the ocean)

i had one aim this ramadhan

but, sadly i couldnt accomplished it

i wonder why, maybe my momentum of ibadah didnt fulfill the criterion

or, maybe my bad deeds overcome my good deeds

or maybe HE want to test me again and again,

(29:2) Do the people think that they will be left alone after they have once said, "We have believed," and they will not be tested?

i bet raya is tomorrow,

i hope, my duit raya exceeds 200

coz i need to repay my debts

i mean, my budget deficit

kak zie will love me if she read this

haha

now, while i am writing this post

i am ready to balik kampung

yay

it is 3 03 am

and we will depart from kl about 5 am

whoa cool tentative, haha

i hope this syawal will bring a lot good thing to us

would love to ask all my friends for apologies

i will change to a better person

insyaallah