When exam is near

In every starting of new semester,

people will have a new spirit and motivation,

this semester not gonna be like last semester,

but in the end, picture below need no caption,

you will appreciate youtube videos better,

even staring at a wall seems fun,

even tidying up room feel so relaxing

Planned Love

We all already came to a term that He always the best planner,

Yet we still have to plan for our self

And for the past 3 years, although i persistently not in good manner,

He still always always grant all my plans

tq

Medical Career and Islam

i have just resigned from a post,

sport representative of islamic society,

a post which i mistakenly perceived,

to be the post that should be fun and beneficial to others,

well, random stranger may be judgmental and say,

i am coward, lazy and dont have responsibility,

they might as well add their hatred toward me,

but things are not always same as we see from outside,

my third year studies began to become more stressful,

well, since every semester, we usually will emptied our brain,

so have to regain back all the knowledge that i am expected to have,

i am not like the other genius guy which keep the same momentum of learning,

i have already regret the way i judge people's studies by mocking them,

yes, i am wrong, people do have their right, they have their own way,

and we, as friend should not mocking them, coz when the karma happens, it hurts,

it is like, mocking a rugby player that keep training everyday, look stupid isn't?

but then, when someone said to me, go study and abandon islam, sarcastically,

that's not a good compliment i supposed, what is the post to compare to Islam as whole,

even, i don't think, people in the society it self, doing the right things themselves

unless talking in the prayer room is one of the criteria of becoming good Muslim,

im not a good Muslim to begin with, not a good medicine student either,

so is it wrong for me to focus on medicine first so then, i can contribute to Islam profoundly?

compared to just a 1 semester of organizing sports and stuff according to certain race needs?

i think i have my own choice of life given by my owner, My Life :)

Care For Tips Of Excellencies?

“Believe while others are doubting

Plan while others are playing

Study while others are sleeping

Decide while others are delaying

Prepare while others are daydreaming

Begin while others are procrastinating

Work while others are wishing

Save while others are wasting

Listening while others are talking

Smile while others are frowning

Commend while others are criticizing

Persist while others are quitting.”

excellencies usually will be with ordinary person who always keep thinking and working extraordinary

- not albert einstein -

Mulut

Tidak dapat dinafikan setiap manusia yang lahir,

Gemar menghakimkan sesuatu dari pandangan zahir,

Tidak kira sama ada perkara yang dilakukan kita mulia,

Mahupun sebaliknya, hakim-hakim terus menjalankan kerja

Mengeluarkan kata-kata sesuka nafsu dengki iri hati

Apabila ditanya, hanya bergurau senda katanya melindungi diri

Kita mencuba sama rata untuk memuaskan hati rakan sekalian,

Dikatakan tamak rakus dan sebagainya untuk mengumpulkan teman

Apabila hati memberontak tidak dapat menerima tohmahan,

Diejek dan di ketawakan kerana mengikut emosi dikatakan,

Namun dihati timbul rasa penyesalan keinsafan tidak tertahan,

terkenang zaman lalu penuh pengalaman menjadi hakim jalanan,

Sungguh, biarkan sahaja mereka bersama tugas enteng mereka,

Kerana hakim sebenar adalah diatas sana :)

Ini masih bukan kawasan impianku

kini, aku berada di kawasan yang cantik namun tegang

dikelumpuk sahabat2 yang baik namun sungguh renggang

mengembleng tenaga dan perhatian masing2 kearah yang mendatang

tanpa merasakan berhak untuk merasa senang lenang bersuka sekarang

ya, segalanya dipandang diukur pada pencapaian,

masing2 memandang hormat seseorang itu pada jawatan dan keterampilan,

mahupun kepandaian dalam mengeluar bicarakan ayat2 keagamaan

namun tak mengapa, Allah mengetahui apa yang ada di dalam hati kalian

penuh, sungguh sesak sempit hakim dikawasan ku kini

masing2 berusaha sebaik mungkin untuk memperbaiki diri sendiri

tanpa henti2 melatih diri memboikot melabel insan2 yang 'minoriti'

yang mendiamkan diri masih mahu mengenal diri untuk menggilap peribadi

sekarang apalah gunanya menyesali lagi tanpa merancang penyelesaian

membuang masa bersedihan penuh ketidakpuasan ditambah rintihan

menjaja keburukan dengan harapan dapat kembali ke kawazan pangkuan

yang dulu menjadi tempat pembinaan diri disisi kejujuran teman2

namun, kemuncak kejahilan diri tak tertanggung tak dapat dikesal lagi

selalu menguntumkan perhatian dan memberikan lafaz dikala sunyi

kepada epal2 yang jauh diatas, demi mengharapakn ia gugur tak semula jadi

hingga lafaz2 itu menyebabkan mereka menjauhkan diri sambil membenci

dahulu, kita saling menjadi rujukan rakan seperjuangan

dimana daya tumpuan tak terusik dengan perkara2 sampingan

hati ketika itu sentiasa resah kehausan ilmu, buku acapkali berdampingan

kini bertukar dengan kebosanan ilmu, hiburan sentiasa dititikberatkan

'pengaruh rakan sebaya'

itulah perkataan yang pernah ku fikir tidak akan terpedaya

namun kini ku kehilangan kecurian ketenangan hakiki kepada Nya

hilang prinsip diri, selesa mengikut telunjuk, mengejar penghargaan Sia2

Japan Tsunami And Malaysia ~

First thing first, i would like to send my deepest condolence to lifes that gone,

it was indeed a devastating disaster that mankind could not prevent it,

thus, no condemnation shall be lay to Japanese government or their citizen

which was made clearly and sadly by several 'wise' mankind

"they should suffer because they kill those whale"

"they should suffer because majority of them are Shinto believer"

"they should suffer because they build power plant not 'green' enough"

who are we to judge people by reasoning a disaster?

have you ever imagine, your bag being snatched,

and your friend says serve your right, you often commit sins (=.=)

even one of our leader's wife openly and vividly trying to teach japan

like she knows what is nuclear reactor and what is green development,

Japan should develop their country 'greenly' as if we already have a same par

whilst her husband are trying maintain the good relationship

Malaysia's government has recently shows great interest nuclear energy,

hopefully it is for real benefits rather than hidden motive or fame

people should know have our electrical source fully exploited

until it is necessary to have a cheaper yet hazardous risk energy?

Leaders desperately want to win their voters heart materially

there goes the 100 story tower, nuclear power plant and RCSI terengganu

if it is really necessary, explain to Malaysian citizen transparently

people with correct mind wont oppose correct things to be done in correct time

Libya's Agony

The UK, the US and France have begun attacking Libya.

Well, the only eye we have right now to this particular matter,

is only from media, non-Islamic media exactly, therefore does it ample?

is it really2 that Gadaffi is doing what are portrayed on the media?

how sure are we that it is not propaganda by the west?

An excuse to invade and impale another Muslim country. Incidentally with oil richness?

sadly some of our Malaysian brothers in fact manage to critics Malaysian army,

why we didn't send our army to Libya to attack Gadaffi's army. heh.

i wonder why we are accustomed to condemn our own nation.

Owh, btw I’m not on Gadaffi's side.

Because for me, killing another muslims is really not a choice,

Via any means

Plain Shoulder to Cry

i have suddenly came across one circumstances,

whereby i heard a story, not a story, mere to stories,

about how people, tried to find someone to talk to,

when they depressed or having nervous breakdown,

i pray they really2 found the right one,

that really2 care mere than just curious,

because all care person tend to give solutions,

yet not all curious person do <--- hard truth

things will be better if the very same depressed person,

share all those state of mind, up and down,joyful and sorrowful,

with the same person they 'used' before again and again,

so that they will be making a true friend rather than just

a plain shoulder to cry :)

Look up for this sign!!

kawan jom kite pegi sekolah jom!

minah saleh seblah ni pandang2 plak,

die ingt die sorg je ke ade laptop, huh,

maybe die jeles kot, sbb laptop aku lg menarik dr die

ke die ingt aku ngh nk add die kt fb, huh, malam skit,

aha, skng ku di library, tmpt yang paling susah untuk ku ditemui,

ye lah, nk tgk matahari pn susah kt ire ni, sbb sgt selalu bgn awal pagi,

eh, dah2, dah terhabit plak nk rhyme2 ni, x kuasa diriku ini,

well, sbb result baru2 ni x brape nk mantof dan jitu,

bete kene start study r beb, x de nye nk last2 minit dah,

mmg nk mati ke ape dah second year pn nk last minit,

nnti dpt result last2 jgk, baru tau, owh btw, bete lulus semue,weee~

thank God.. or untuk lebih alim lg dimate manusia Alhamdulillah

la, x kan semue c je, kat ayahku kepada ku,

seperti uno stacko yang telah lame tersusun menanti rebah,

namun kuredhai jua apabila hatiku rebah berderai setelah di sound sebegitu,

ye la, sekali sekale, kene la berderai, kalau x, bile ntah nk seda,

belajar untuk negara ataupun study for your country,

adalah due pilihan yang aku boleh pilih,

bete x mengeluh sbb mmg jalan ni bete pilih,

dan bete x melatah lebih2 plak bile dah study

melatah yang dimaksudkan adalah seperti,

ala, aku x study banyak lagi, kata si kasim setelah menghabiskn lecture note ,

oh no, exam aku dah dekat, lagi sebulan, mcm mane ni, x bace ape pn lagi, ataupun,

abis la, aku x bley r g bercuti sbb aku x study pape pn lagi, kate sulaiman sambil memegang buku pathology

t(=.=t)

ok, so jom, ramai2 kite, menjadikn study sbagai habit,

the best way of learning is by not realising,

so pe lg hangpa tunggu, pi la study,

tp jgn lpe ajak memembe, kang kene label kiasu plak,

tak pasal2 dapat musuh, wink2

Teh Tarik Dan Sekeping Roti

Sungguh bahagia hatiku ini tak terkira

Melihat perubahan dalam dan luar negara,

Mendekati dan memahami rakan2 yang berusaha

Untuk bersama2 ke arah hari yang lebih baik dari sebelumnya

Tuhan yang maha Adil itu tiada sekutu,

Biarkanlah apa saja berlaku, suka mahupun duka,

Neutralkan diri anda dan analisa kesan setelah sesuatu berlaku,

Pasti ianya ke arah kebaikan bersama, kerana itulah ketentuanNya

Aku dengan rendah diri memuhasabah diri ini,

Sambil meminum teh tarik dan sekeping roti :)

Revolusi Tunisia

Al jazeera dan CNN sudah menjadi 'top content' dekat browser internet aku,

Setiap hari wajib klik lah senang cite, nak tgk apdet pe cer middle east ni kn,

Secara kasarnye mmg nice, dorg jatuhkn kerajaan yang based on one man

Diktator la senang cite kn, so macam, true revolusi la kan

Pastu based on several thinking, ops, teromputeh la plak,

Ade yang akan rase, revolusi tu akan sampai ke malaysia,

So cam, kerajaan yg dikatakan zalim sekarang sedang ketakutan,

Kerana 'diktatorship' yang diamalkan di Malaysia akan ditumbangkan

Tapi sebenarnya, ape yang ade dimalaysia ni sekarang ni?,

Satu parti majoriti besar yang dikatakan korup oleh 1 parti majoriti kecil

Dalam masa yang sama parti tersebut pula, ada keburukan tersendiri

Alahai rakan2, pernah dengar, keluar mulut harimau masuk mulut buaya?

Nak revolusi2 plak, hanta sorang2 pergi negara afrika,baru tau,

Macam mane hidup susah, terpakse menipu utk hidup, kasi pagi makan pagi,

X rase lagi duduk negara orang, macam mane org pandang hina,

Still lagi nak timbulkn kekacauan kat negara sendiri, haih~

X sayang ke adik oi~

Old is Gold

I don't know why,

It seems remembering past things

Much more pleasing to me

Compare to current things

These things such as songs,

Past memories, past schools,

Past properties, past friends

Past study method, hence past exam results,

Past songs are so calming,

Made me wandering my mind back to certain moment,

Where i have been, while listening to those songs,

Trip to Penang And Segamat Johor Prominently .

Smells also can make us remembered back

Where we have been, what are we doing on that time,

I still 'remember' the smell of my standard 1 class room

Which i hated before but missing now :)

Not Forgetting, Past hurtful moment,

Past stupid feeling, past idiot moment,

Past hurtful fight, Past soul mate

Past Sad moment together,

I'm not Wishing to turn back time,

so that i can be there again,

But i wish i can, remember back, those moment vividly,

thus not condemning myself to repeating the same mistakes

over and over again :)

Hence appreciating the God's Unique gift,

The Memory :)

Past Is Past, The Future Is There

Well, we got a pool of judges in our life

despite their 'divine ability' to judge person

they are still willingly entertain you without fail

Though you knew what's in their heart.

yeah, people want someone that have certain criteria

to be liked or to like, to be friend or fiend

but, not everything appear prominently to human's eyes

is the same appear discreetly to the God's Eyes

If Past Mistakes Have made you Judged By A Person Blindly,

However Small it is, though it's Unfair,

like u won't Ever be good ever,

Just Take It and Go :)

Take And Go

Because releasing knife from a stabbed heart,

Just do more damage than it stays there

Have a Big Heart with many scars is better,

Than a small heart yet Untouched by Sadness

Some People

some people do appreciate what u have done to them.

but some just dont care as long as they are safe.

some people do have the 'give and take' sense on them.

but some just gain as much as they want

some people do respect someone the knew

but some just do what they like to do

some people do value their friends

but some just on the name

some people still be the candle burn himself

but some still dont want to spend for a bulb for themselves

some people do realize people will become more and more selfish

whilst some still living on the castle they built on the air

some people dont want to have a fight with their friends

but some just do things as if their friend are dumbs

some people do love others sincerely and honestly

but some just think love on their own interpretation

what ever they have done to you, just bear in mind,

Doesn't matter how many liter of tears the caused you

do good deeds accordingly, do bad deeds never.

you shall be on the safe side InsyaAllah :)

Its been a while

Its been a while

since last time, i trusted myself

pampered by fun things and leisure

Have made me suffered of

the Not-trusting-myself syndrome

I should never argue myself ,ever

because most of the things i predict or deduced

became true sooner or later :)

and people would understand it sooner or later :)

And Oh God, Please Keep Guiding me

Because I Am Nothing Without You